Fondant making class

Finally finally, I’ve attended a baking class. I’ve never attended any classes on baking before. This is the first class that I have managed to attend. This is a cupcake fondant making class organise by BIY. It’s quite hard to get a slot, as it is always full. But thank God, I manage to!

Overall, I will say the class is pretty useful. And I have lots of fun too. Each of us get to decorate 4 cupcakes. Below are some of the pictures =)

Done by me. Forget to take nicer pictures nad the actual completed piece, took these in a hurry.

A Cardigan for Atalie

Did I tell you that I love love love to crochet too? What is crochet? It is actually similar to knitting except that it uses only one needle instead of two. I have learnt crochet for like 10 years or more. I used to crochet alot alot alot and do all kinds of things like bags, dress, skirts, blouses, scrunchie, etc. I have quite a huge collection of designs as well, hee. Now, I only do it occasionally when I have the time. =D

Anyway, I am very happy with this top that I have made for Atalie, it is so sweet. She wore it last week to service with a dress. I will take some picture with her wearing it the next time.

Past bakes

A few pictures taken during last year for the bakes that I’ve done using marshmallow fondant and icing to decorate. Improvement in progress.

Hello

Been away for a long time. This is due to the new additional to my family. My baby girl, Atalie has arrived.

Hope to bake more frequently again and improve in my baking skills ya. Will update with some recent bakes soon.

Random

A lot of things had happened lately. A lot of thoughts is going through my mind right now. Eveything had ended. When I woke up, I can feel loneliness and emptiness begin to step in. A kind of familiar feeling that I had always felt before I was saved. I know I am not alone, ‘ve God and Ricky and my family and friends still with me. I know I have to move on to a new level of my life, a new stage.

Many times, I asked myself, am I really that strong? Or forcing myself to be strong? I felt so weak and fragile on the inside of me. I must be strong for the sake of the people that is around me. But I am not a superwoman, I am imperfect too.

Yet, I took on responsibilities, the role to comfort another, to counsel, to lead, to be a role model, to do everything I can. My family thinks that I am strong and had able to handle all these things. Maybe yes. But I am really so tired. I wanna stay in my comfort zone. I don’t really feel like moving on. I need to wrestle between my flesh and spirit… I know that God is with me. There is a time and season for everything, a time to cry, a time to mourn… I had to move on.

“when I am weak, You make me strong.”

The Bible encourages me.
I feel like giving up, He kept me again.
He blessed me to be a salt and light onto my family.
I am tired but God’s grace sustained me through it all.
Thoughts began to sink in but God renews my mind afresh.
I felt so heavy, God took away my burdens.
His yoke is easy and His burden is light.
I am lost, He had given me His direction.
I felt empty, His love falls down.
I am strengthless, God’s strength came.

And now I choose to move on…

Thanks to all who have came and comforted me.